My ticket was for a good place. Exactly
in front of the stage in the top of the cordon.
I didn’t care about that I’m alone. I
just put my camera and started to click. I’ll have something to write about in
my blog.
The terror started almost in exact time.
It wasn’t hard to realize I was there.
By the way I was with some other similar people.
I was just standing there and listened
to the music. I am myself in that time… and in that time I got to know them
although I was with them for 3 weeks.
But this was a wrong idea to try to
move…
Chris was in front of me. He was looking
right into my eyes.
The crowd was going to kill me, they
started to go closer to Chris. I know wit always happens in the concerts but I
can’t breathe now!
The lights were out. Chris has
disappeared I don’t care about it because I still can’t breathe.
There was dark. I was concentrating to
my breath and I couldn’t realize that 2 gorgeous hand picked me out of the
crowd. And after I heard that “ OH MY GOD!!! CHRIS MOTIONLESS IS RIGHT NEXT TO
ME!!!!”
I was saved. He was taking me to the
ailing.
OK I have to tell you something. We
weren’t ok with each other when I left them. We were fighting.
I was told I’m a little whore and other
beautiful stuff. So it wasn’t so good.
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Are you OK? –Chris
asked me 10 centimetres from me while somebody put a mask on me.
I felt pure oxygen. I shook my head. He ruffled my hair and said something to the
STAFF member and then left me.
The concert was continued. After the
City Lights the man told me to go with him.
For my biggest surprise I saw Kristi.
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Wow… How come? –she
looked at me.
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I? Well, I came, almost
killed by the crowd but Chris saved my life. He never did something like this
before right?
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No. Never. –said Kristi
and shook her head. – You’re special for them. For he exactly. – Kristi said. I
saw Rick next to her.
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I need these pictures!
–Rick said while he gave back my camera.
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It was unbelievable, as
always! –whispered Kristi.
The boys went to dedicate books and
other stuff what fans bring.
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You said I’m special…
why?
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Chris was fighting with
himself about why he was fighting with you… Once he said somebody is missing…
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Me? – I asked when we
sat on the sidewalk.
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Will you save me too?
–asked a fan. Chris was just smiling.
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They’ll haunt me. –I
said.
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No they won’t. Chris
won’t go anywhere without you. When he came off the stage his first sentence
was that you’re here.
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I thought that he hates me.
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No. He’s just
hot-headed.
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Oh I know believe me.
–I laughed.
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He will protect you. –
said seriously Kristi
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Who will you protect?
–asked Rick.
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You know what we were
talking about. – Kristi looked at Rick. He was thinking for a while…
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OOOH! – He said.
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Good boy. –Kristi said.
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Where are we going? –I
asked.
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Where, where… To get
drunk. – shouted Chris.
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Thank you. You saved
me. –I said.
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No problem Little girl.
– he laughed. And that’s why I’m a “little girl’ now.
An hour later everybody was totally
drunk. Well, OK. I wasn’t drunk but I drank as much as they drank. If not I
drank more than they.
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OK. You’re suck at
drinking. –Kristi laughed. I was almost sober.
We arrived home. I don’t know how…
In the morning my head ached so bad. And
I wasn’t surprised when I saw Chris sleeping next to me in a boxer.
I went down. Kristi was there. I started
to search a painkiller…
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What the hell happened
last night? –I asked.
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You don’t remember do
you? –asked Kristi.
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I remember nothing. –I
said while I was drinking a huge glass of water.
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With a big smile you
and Chris promised you’ll love each other forever. –Kristi laughed. The water
Ran out of my mouth. Kristi was still laughing when the water splashed on the
window.
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What hell are you doing
here? –Chris asked while he opened his eyes.
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Here you are. –I said
and gave him a glass of water.
The day was about to be sober. Kristi
explained this “I’ll love you forever!” thing.
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OK. OK! Stop! –I was
laughing all the time while Kristi told the story.
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I was serious. –Chris
said.
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Just like with Avril,
right? – I laughed again.
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Exactly!- he started to
trickle me.
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What are you looking
at? –we asked at the same time.
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Nothing.
I started to prepare because I wanted to
go “home” to Panda’s house.
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Tomorrow we’ll go to
Dracula. Will you come with us? –asked Chris.
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Of course! –I said. – I
want to go to Panda…
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Oh. I see. –Chris said.
I was ready in one hour.
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Chris I took your car!
– I said smiling.
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No. NOT! –he shouted
while he followed me quickly.
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And you want to stop me
in only a boxer? –I asked. I opened the garden gate and left smiling. He was
just looking at me while I “steal” his car.
The house was silent…
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God! My camera. –I
realized that my camera is still in Rick’s house. I called Rick.
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Hello little girl. You
left here something didn’t you!? –he told me.
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Yes, please bring it to
me! But please don’t give it to Chris… I made some photo about him last night…
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Some…? –asked Rick.
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Shit. He is looking it
right?
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Yes. –Rick smiled.
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Will you please bring
it to me?
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OK. I send it with him.
–he said and put down the phone. Ricky Horror… you’re unbelievable.
Three hours later someone was ringing. I
don’t know who you are but get the hell out I’m listening London in Terror! –I
thought.
I opened the door.
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Bu. –whispered Chris.
He was smiling because I hid behind the door. What I’m paranoid.
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Oh just you.
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Why? I’m not good
enough for you!? – He looked at me.
He gave me the camera. The embarrassing
silent was all around us. Then Chris pushed the door with me and came in.
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I thought I’ll die… -I
said when we sat in the roof of the house. I like being on the top of the
house.
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You miss her so much
don’t you?
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Yes. –I shook my head. –
It’s like the hole in my chest. –I said. – I wonder that my heart still
beating.
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But tomorrow you’ll see
her again.
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Yes. –I smiled. I
started to watch the pictures.
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You do it… I mean this
is your job? You made them?
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Yes. – I have so many
different words to say something.
Chris left because he had something to
do. And took the car.
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I hate you! – I texted
him.
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I don’t believe it. –he
wrote me back.
And then in the morning I felt miserable…