I had always problems with myself. The story was beginning two years ago.
Chris and the boys were walking out of the pizzeria and I fell in front of them.
- What the hell we gonna do? – asked Ghost.
- Nothing. –said Chris while he was looking at me.
- You want leave her here? –asked Rick.
- Of course not! –Shouted the singer. – We’re going to take her to the hospital. Or just me. You can go home! – Chris put me into his car. They won’t drink tonight.
- Don’t take me to the hospital! – I prayed.
- Probably your bones are all broken…- he started. I was jumping next to him. –Or not. – he said. I was just losing my mind and that’s why I fell. Just like in that Motionless In White concert.
- Take me back! –I said.
- There? –he asked me.
- Yes. There. – I shouted. - Panda is still there.
- Who?
- Don’t care about it just take me back!
- Do you know that the hope is little. She is dead probably. – Chris looked at me.
- I know but Hope dies Last!
- But I’m the killer…
I was just standing there waiting for what will happen. A group of boy who were hit my soul out of my body were standing in front of me and they smiled.
Just like they want to do the whole thing again with me.
- What’s up darling? You came for another ride? –someone asked. They started to mve closer to me. I was shocked and I couldn’t speak.
- El? What’s the matter? –asked Chris while he stood in front of them. I was behind him. He was looking at me like he was frightened. I liked that way of looking.
- Nope dude. We’re just saying good bye to our little star. – someone of them touched my chin.
- Get off! –Chris said. They were frightened so they ran away.
- You’re not that scary. – I said. I started to run into the darkness but I fail. I was screaming as loud as I could.
Chris didn’t understand how I could cry over a “friend”
- You were right. –I said. I felt hopeless.
- The hope killed? –he asked. I was shaking my head.
- She was so breakable… -I started. I didn’t have any idea what I would do without Her.
- Where do you live? – he asked while he started to drive.
- I was living with Panda. Till that moment. My keys are stolen now so… -I moaned.
- And what about your parents?
- They’re in England. They’re snobs and I said I won’t be like them. Ever. They went to England 8 years ago.
- You live like that 8 years? –he was surprised. – Sorry but how old are you exactly?
- 21. –I shrugged my shoulder. He looked at me very surprised. I didn’t want to talk about it because the thing we’ll never meet again is true. We’ll never meet again.
- Don’t you want to disinfect this? –he asked while we were standing in a red light. He was looking my “Be who you wanna be!” tattoo.
- I cut it half three times. Nothing will happen. – I said. – OK I’ll do it when we’re arrive to Rick. – He shook his head and I showed him my other wrist with the Cobwebs tattoo. – This was made about when I was 15. This was my first tattoo. It was before when you released the Creatures. –I smiled. –Panda has the pair of it. The Creature*. –I said.
Finally we arrived to Rick’s place. He was out of his mind when I told him the whole story.
- Assholes! –he shouted finally. Chris disinfected my tattoos while we were talking.
- You have to stay there! I’ll come back in the morning. –Chris said and left. Rick took me to a room. I didn’t look around. I just fell into the bed and slept.
In the morning I was awake when I heard the door opening and saw Chris.
- Stay here. I’d make a key for your house. OK? – he asked.
- I don’t understand why are you so nice to me. –He didn’t say anyting just left the room smiling.
After one week I was at Rick’s house. We talked a lot about things. But in one Tuesday Chris came and said he’s fed up with that thing with me.
- She’s just a panic patients girl. Who lost her best friend and unfortunately her parents away… I’ve had enough! –Chris shouted.
- Guys? Where’s Ellie? –Kristi asked them.
- Ellie?! –Rick went to the open window.
- She climbed one and a half floors? – Chris was looking my disappearing body.
- Chris you’re a fucking idiot! –Rick explained while he was running down the stairs. – Come on Chris! I need you! Kristi we went to search Ellie!
- OK! –responded Kristi. She was worry about me.
- Chris you’re silly! –Rick continued. – Didn’t you talk to her, did you!?
- Of course I did! –shouted Chris.
- Ok. Then you know Panda was her elder sister and their parents died 3 weeks ago.
- I didn’t know that. – Chris bowed his head.
- Panda were the last for her. –Shook his head Rick while he was searching my house.
- I didn’t know that too. But why do we have to care about her? I don’t get the picture.
- OK. Be honest. Did you looked her like you’re a boy and she is a girl?
- No. –Chris said.
- I don’t know you. – Rick said. –Now you go inside and tell her that you didn’t know the things and say Sorry! So many things in you two is the same! You’ll realize it soon. Just go into the house and listen to her.
- NO I WON’T –Chris shouted again.
- You will!
Chris pulled the car’s door and walked to the door.
- El. –he started knocking. – Ellie? Elison!
- What? –I opened the door. – As I know you don’t want to see me! –I said. I wanted to close the door but his boot stopped it. – What do you want from me? .I asked softly. He pulled the door towards me without effort then he sat me next to himself.
- I didn’t know that Panda was you sister. Ad that your parents are dead. – he said while he hugged me. – I’m sorry.
Two months flown away. I’m a photographer and I didn’t see them a while ago.
Three months have flown away and I felt hopeless. I felt someone missing in my life except for Panda. Someone else.
He. He can save me from the dark only.
When I saw that they have a concert I started calling my friend.
And the next day…
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